起死回生

I, am at a very low state of spiritual health. I feel so lost, so empty. I am driven by my goals, and the hereafter are no where to be seen in the picture. I am lost in the ambition of living the perfect life in Dunya. Money, status, achievement. Its all about me, here. I long to be the person i used to. Then one who prayed, without being asked, and who prayed sincerely. Theres was no hint of arrogance, but mere love for my Lord. Sin are synonymous with my daily life. I neglect prayers, i seldom remember my Lord. My action says sin and my words are sins. What kind of person have i become? I am lucky that i have grown up in a fairly religious family. I am lucky that i have a mother & a father that guided me to love my Lord since day one. A mother and a father that taught me how important prayer is. I am lucky that my parents instill religious moral to my heart. But what have i become now? They would be very disappointed, If only they knew. Now, i am out of my...

At the age of 19, i have come to realized that relationship does not matter, atleast for now.  I have lived my whole teenage life without having a single boyfriend (but lotsa crushes 😛). And tell you what, i'm fine with it. I have seen kids my age and kids younger than me dying to be in a one, because they are sorrounded by friends with girlfriends and boyfriends. I know that it is unfair to say all 19 years old are immature because i have met some that are very matured and wise enough to know what to do because maturity cannot be defined by number. But kids, you gotta listen to what i am about to say! I mean I'd be a hypocrite to tell you that i never want to be in a relationship at this young age. Even i sometimes would love to have "that special someone". But then when i think about it again, is not my priority, atleast not for now. I think that this is the phase where i get find myself, my passion, my goals, my ambition and focus on it first, before anyth...

16 year old Nadhirah is a CRINGELORD Hello. I'm Nadhirah. Some call me by my full name, my families call me Didi, my friends call me Nadh and you can call me whatever you'd prefer. I was born on 15th of December. I am the youngest of 6 wonderful siblings. I have an amazing parents, loving sisters and awesome brothers. I also have two supercool brothers in law and adorable little nephew. I couldn't ask for a better family.  I am 17 years old. Well not officially 17 yet tho. And I am not the girliest person you'll ever meet. I prefer sport shoes & sneakers over anything. Dresses are pretty anoyying & make up is plain torture.  I am an outdoor kind of person. I prefer going out of the house and explore then staying inside watching the TV. If I had to stay inside, I would read books & novels, paint or write something. I like daring stuff and adventures. I enjoy sports. Whatever it is, you name it. On most days, I like to spend my time in the kitchen with H...

It's 7.55PM and here i am, at the office, alone. Waiting for my 61 copies of SST to be done, and i swear to god it is taking hella forever. Anyway, sup. It has been a while, hasn't it? Its 23rd of February already. How time flies. In exactly 9 days, my SPM result will be out! What exactly should i be feeling? Should i be scared, or excited, or nervous, anxious? Honestly i don't even know. Cause what im feeling right now, is nothing. But i do am excited to meet my friends! Miss them like hell man. I really do miss my school life. I miss hanging out with my friends, chillin in the class, basketball during pj class, trolling my friends, eating canteen foods. Man i just miss those things. Those little things i never appreciated. It has been 3 months since the first time i started working. And i love it. I mean you don't have to wake up eaaaaaaarly in the morning, you don't have to study for exams, and do homeworks, and stuff like that.  And you're basical...

12:13 AM // 25 Jan 2015 Begin Again is playing in the background as i am writing this post. Gaash. Taylor Swift's Red album and the memories man. I cannot even. It reminds me so much of 2012, especially my unforgettable trip no New Zealand & Australia. I remember the first time i played the whole album. I was in Holiday Park in Christchurch. Me and my late brother decided to use the computer room. It was in the middle of the night. We had to pay 2 dollar for an hour if im not mistaken. Then i went straight to youtube to play some song and i decided to search for Taylor Swift. The top of the result was Red full album. I played the video and listened to the whole album till the person that was in charge of the computer room told us that it was too late already. I also remember when we played Begin Again MV in our hotel room in Gold Coast. And in remember downloading the music video via video downloader on my ipod and played the song repetitively during the whole trip. T...

Write an essay beginning with " The weather had been very hot lately..." The weather had been very hot lately. Aaron, with a heavy duffel bag on his left shoulder, walked home from the stadium after his daily football practice. H e could feel the light tickle of  sweat cascaded  down his spine.  He walked down the quiet road that lead to his part of the neighborhood. The atmosphere was serene and tranquil. As he walked and walked, he passed a property that is secluded among tall pine trees. There was a large metal gate and inside the gate stood a great mansion. It aroused his curiosity. Without hesitation, he push the creaky metal gate that bordered the property and walked slowly to the door.  The mansion looked much bigger nearer. It was tall and the walls are covered with green slimes, tall weeds and scrubs. He walked around the property when suddenly, a shiny glimmer drew his attention away. His eyes lingered wildly as he look for the source of the glimme...

You know what i really really reaaaaalllly wanna do right now? I wanna travel. Goodness i miss travelling so much. I miss going to the airport and watch as people rush to catch their flights and the morning air that smells like coffee. Sleeping in flights and eat those typical airplane food, croissant and butter, orange juice, scrambled eggs and frankfurters, or fruit salad. And to feel the excitement when you're about to land to your destination. I also miss waking up in a foreign country, and those morning walk around the block. The weather, cold and breezy, the view and everything. And swimming in a pool of people in the streets as you observe the surrounding. I miss visiting to historical places and tall skyscrapers. I just miss traveling.