起死回生

Could i be lonely if i am Then how could i be I have all these love around me But why am i still looking out for you Could i be desperate for love if i am Then how could i be I could just settle for somebody Yet, i still linger around Glued to the thoughts of you.  Could i be needing someone new if i am Then how could i be I can’t even take another step To further myself away from you Could this be the sense of remorse Yes, this may be I took me losing  To realize That all i need  Was indeed you. Nostalgic,  how you feel and just how much  i hold on to memories For somehow it makes me feel the sense of still  being connected to you.

I’ve finally come to a point of realization where i will not change my nature, eventho people might call me stupid or fake, for being genuinely nice and for letting people screw me over and take advantage of me. People can talk shits behind my back, stab me & as a normal human being, of course i’d be pissed, i'd be hurt. But after sometime, after i talked about it, cried and write my feelings down in form of words, i would still forgive them, and treat them nicely. Because i am happy doing that and i have no particular loss whatsoever. It doesn't cost you anything to be nice.   I don't think anything is ever worth cutting ties for. Be it family ties, friendship, relationship, especially because of arguments and misunderstandings. Because everything can be fixed. But different people have difference perspective and limits. So do know your limits. If the tie you have is unhealthy & toxic, there's no harm to remove it.  Of course i know when do i...

  The first time i came, i ate their Gorogoro Ramen, and unfortunately, i forgot how it tasted like lol. So this time i ordered their regular ramen, and man it is still as good. I ordered the regular size and it was a decent sized meal. Both filling and yummy! Taste wise, this was a good regular ramen. Price wise, maybe a little pricey, but hey, it's Japan. This is the ever so famous Harajuku crepes, but this time i ate this below the great Tokyo Tower. I got the banana cheesecake crepe, and heck yes it was bomb! The service was damn fast, like i literally just ordered and got my hot fresh crepe right away. I've always loved bananas as desserts, and pair it up with a slice of cheesecake, caramel, and whipped cream all stuffed in a crepe, it is a perfect dessert! Cookie Time! The first time i had Cookie Time was during our trip to New Zealand back in 2012. They have just opened up their Tokyo branch and yes the cookies are the same and still as good! Not talki...

I, am at a very low state of spiritual health. I feel so lost, so empty. I am driven by my goals, and the hereafter are no where to be seen in the picture. I am lost in the ambition of living the perfect life in Dunya. Money, status, achievement. Its all about me, here. I long to be the person i used to. Then one who prayed, without being asked, and who prayed sincerely. Theres was no hint of arrogance, but mere love for my Lord. Sin are synonymous with my daily life. I neglect prayers, i seldom remember my Lord. My action says sin and my words are sins. What kind of person have i become? I am lucky that i have grown up in a fairly religious family. I am lucky that i have a mother & a father that guided me to love my Lord since day one. A mother and a father that taught me how important prayer is. I am lucky that my parents instill religious moral to my heart. But what have i become now? They would be very disappointed, If only they knew. Now, i am out of my...

At the age of 19, i have come to realized that relationship does not matter, atleast for now.  I have lived my whole teenage life without having a single boyfriend (but lotsa crushes 😛). And tell you what, i'm fine with it. I have seen kids my age and kids younger than me dying to be in a one, because they are sorrounded by friends with girlfriends and boyfriends. I know that it is unfair to say all 19 years old are immature because i have met some that are very matured and wise enough to know what to do because maturity cannot be defined by number. But kids, you gotta listen to what i am about to say! I mean I'd be a hypocrite to tell you that i never want to be in a relationship at this young age. Even i sometimes would love to have "that special someone". But then when i think about it again, is not my priority, atleast not for now. I think that this is the phase where i get find myself, my passion, my goals, my ambition and focus on it first, before anyth...

16 year old Nadhirah is a CRINGELORD Hello. I'm Nadhirah. Some call me by my full name, my families call me Didi, my friends call me Nadh and you can call me whatever you'd prefer. I was born on 15th of December. I am the youngest of 6 wonderful siblings. I have an amazing parents, loving sisters and awesome brothers. I also have two supercool brothers in law and adorable little nephew. I couldn't ask for a better family.  I am 17 years old. Well not officially 17 yet tho. And I am not the girliest person you'll ever meet. I prefer sport shoes & sneakers over anything. Dresses are pretty anoyying & make up is plain torture.  I am an outdoor kind of person. I prefer going out of the house and explore then staying inside watching the TV. If I had to stay inside, I would read books & novels, paint or write something. I like daring stuff and adventures. I enjoy sports. Whatever it is, you name it. On most days, I like to spend my time in the kitchen with H...

It's 7.55PM and here i am, at the office, alone. Waiting for my 61 copies of SST to be done, and i swear to god it is taking hella forever. Anyway, sup. It has been a while, hasn't it? Its 23rd of February already. How time flies. In exactly 9 days, my SPM result will be out! What exactly should i be feeling? Should i be scared, or excited, or nervous, anxious? Honestly i don't even know. Cause what im feeling right now, is nothing. But i do am excited to meet my friends! Miss them like hell man. I really do miss my school life. I miss hanging out with my friends, chillin in the class, basketball during pj class, trolling my friends, eating canteen foods. Man i just miss those things. Those little things i never appreciated. It has been 3 months since the first time i started working. And i love it. I mean you don't have to wake up eaaaaaaarly in the morning, you don't have to study for exams, and do homeworks, and stuff like that.  And you're basical...