late night thoughts
Assalamualaikum!
How is everyone?
So it has been a pretty nerve wrecking month for us 97's. You know its that time of the year where people started going nervous for trial exams and pemilihan PLKN. Anddd i'm here to inform you that i am not chosen! I kind of have this mixed feelings tho, like both sad but mostly happy. I am sad because i wanted to go to PLKN all my life but coincidentally people that wanted to go the most always don't get the chance to. I am kind of happy because i can do whatever i wish next year because i am free from the system! I can work part time anywhere, and go travel and all. Thats why i'm reallyyy happy. And know i dont feel like going to PLKN anymore. I really really love those extreme outdoor activities but to stay apart from your family for 3 months, i am not too sure about that. Yup as brutal as i am i'm not really used to being apart of my family for too long. Not that i am not independent tho -.- If its staying in Switzerland for a year then i don't mind :P (eventho i would get extreme homesickness) The other thing is PLKN reminded me sooo much of my late abang. We used to talk about it alot. I don't know, i feel like if i go there, i just miss him more and since i don't have my family near, man that would make me damn sad. Hahaha i am so dramatic anyways and i don't think you guys get what i am trying to say. Oh well. And oh and to those of you who are chosen, good luck and prepare to be tortured physically (which is acceptable to me. i dont mind swimming in lakes or hiking high mountains) and mentally (nope, especially when its relating to parents or family). So all in all, i have to say i am actually happy that i am not chosen! :p
Anyway plan for next year, insyaAllah two or three months after SPM result is out, we will be flying of to the UK for a holiday! I am really really excited. Since my cousin, Nabili is staying in Birmingham, Ayah thought of giving her a visit then we would go all around country! Anddd here comes the best part! Ayah said he would let me stay for 3 months (until my visa ends) there with my cousin!!!! He said i can find a part time work there like in a bakery or a bookstore or do a short pastry course somewhere and you know, collecting experience and all. God so exciting!!! I really hope the plan is on tho.
What else, SPM trial? I bet you are aware that i am damn nervous about it. So far my progress is only on Form 4's Chemistry. There's 8 more subjects to cover!!!!
And lastly, i am really really sad school is ending soon uwaaa!
How is everyone?
So it has been a pretty nerve wrecking month for us 97's. You know its that time of the year where people started going nervous for trial exams and pemilihan PLKN. Anddd i'm here to inform you that i am not chosen! I kind of have this mixed feelings tho, like both sad but mostly happy. I am sad because i wanted to go to PLKN all my life but coincidentally people that wanted to go the most always don't get the chance to. I am kind of happy because i can do whatever i wish next year because i am free from the system! I can work part time anywhere, and go travel and all. Thats why i'm reallyyy happy. And know i dont feel like going to PLKN anymore. I really really love those extreme outdoor activities but to stay apart from your family for 3 months, i am not too sure about that. Yup as brutal as i am i'm not really used to being apart of my family for too long. Not that i am not independent tho -.- If its staying in Switzerland for a year then i don't mind :P (eventho i would get extreme homesickness) The other thing is PLKN reminded me sooo much of my late abang. We used to talk about it alot. I don't know, i feel like if i go there, i just miss him more and since i don't have my family near, man that would make me damn sad. Hahaha i am so dramatic anyways and i don't think you guys get what i am trying to say. Oh well. And oh and to those of you who are chosen, good luck and prepare to be tortured physically (which is acceptable to me. i dont mind swimming in lakes or hiking high mountains) and mentally (nope, especially when its relating to parents or family). So all in all, i have to say i am actually happy that i am not chosen! :p
Anyway plan for next year, insyaAllah two or three months after SPM result is out, we will be flying of to the UK for a holiday! I am really really excited. Since my cousin, Nabili is staying in Birmingham, Ayah thought of giving her a visit then we would go all around country! Anddd here comes the best part! Ayah said he would let me stay for 3 months (until my visa ends) there with my cousin!!!! He said i can find a part time work there like in a bakery or a bookstore or do a short pastry course somewhere and you know, collecting experience and all. God so exciting!!! I really hope the plan is on tho.
What else, SPM trial? I bet you are aware that i am damn nervous about it. So far my progress is only on Form 4's Chemistry. There's 8 more subjects to cover!!!!
And lastly, i am really really sad school is ending soon uwaaa!
