Another random post

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Assalamualaikum and hi!!!


 So while i'm chillin i thought maybe i could update this lil bloggie.
So first of all, hows life? :D

Mine's great! Had our first chemistry class just know and i have to say, i love it! But add math is freaking me out. I'm soo looking forward to physic and biology class next week :) Tapi my class memang packed gila, 37 orang kot! Takepelah kan.. But i have to say, this year is so NOT our honeymoon year, its the year where we have to struggle for SPM gahhh. Ikr. Orang lain propa je kata form 4 honeymoon year la apa la. But it's okay. I want to change from the lazy me to the not so lazy me. I mean gaming, sukan tu memang lah kena ada, takda pun aku cakap i'll be studying 24/7, kena balance la, cuma study tu kena ada. Because i'm the type that always study last minute. 1 week, 2 weeks sebelum exam baru bukak buku. But now i don't think that "last minute trick" will help me anymore. Semua subject nak kena focus. So yeah, i have to study frequently starting from this point.

Well, i realllly want to score on my SPM. I mean that is the least i can do to make my parents happy, i want to make em proud to have a daughter like me hahaha :3 And kalau aku pass with flying colours, maybe boleh ambil scholarship untuk Le Cordon Bleu and pursue my dream as a pastry chef :) The second reason is someone inspired me to do this. I call him "Mr Role Model" hahaha. He is such an excellent student i swear! And tak lama lagi, act i don't even know when, in the time being la, he's going to proceed his studies in UK, somewhere around there laa, secret mecret :p *eventho i know nobody cares*. But yes, i reaallly want to be just like him, perfect in every way hahahahhahahahahahaha. Ok geli. But yea. i want to succeed in life, i mean who doesn't kannn?!



And i hope Allah will ease everything for me, aminnn :D

WHOA WHAT A LONG POST. OK BYE THEN! :D

p/s: Nano i miss you!! :'(((

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