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Could i be lonely
if i am
Then how could i be
I have all these love around me
But why am i still looking out for you

 Could i be desperate for love
if i am
Then how could i be
I could just settle for somebody
Yet, i still linger around
Glued to the thoughts of you. 

 Could i be needing someone new
if i am
Then how could i be
I can’t even take another step
To further myself
away from you

Could this be the sense of remorse
Yes, this may be
I took me losing 
To realize
That all i need 
Was indeed you.

 Nostalgic, 
how you feel
and just how much 
i hold on to memories
For somehow
it makes me feel
the sense of still 
being connected to you.

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