Realize.
I, am at a very low state of spiritual health. I feel so lost, so empty. I am driven by my goals, and the hereafter are no where to be seen in the picture. I am lost in the ambition of living the perfect life in Dunya. Money, status, achievement. Its all about me, here. I long to be the person i used to. Then one who prayed, without being asked, and who prayed sincerely. Theres was no hint of arrogance, but mere love for my Lord. Sin are synonymous with my daily life. I neglect prayers, i seldom remember my Lord. My action says sin and my words are sins. What kind of person have i become? I am lucky that i have grown up in a fairly religious family. I am lucky that i have a mother & a father that guided me to love my Lord since day one. A mother and a father that taught me how important prayer is. I am lucky that my parents instill religious moral to my heart. But what have i become now? They would be very disappointed, If only they knew. Now, i am out of my...